Manic Monday Mirror

Yes! It's Manic Monday again and if you're not going to join in, than I'll just have to have fun for all of us:

I'm not her: the girl in the mirror with the fear in her eyes. I'm the other grrl: the funny one, devilish and daring. Not doomed. In a room full of people, I circulate like alcohol in the bloodstream, dulling the mean, making all things happy or sad, sane or mad, but never, ever in-between. You lean on the bar, my car keys are yours tonight, no fight in you, just acceptance that your grrl is back, the one who's fun and free, but damned if she doesn't have to pee every half an hour.